♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
OK! here is a video of him being interviewed abt his health.
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♥ Monday, September 29, 2008 ♥
HIHI! let me continue from where i left off. ok. nowadays, in PE, sometimes the girls hand jerseys instead of doing watever becuz u can do watever u wan in there. And one day, becuz there radio is always on there, i heard barry singing(: i was like so happy. it made my day(:
next topic: i remember me and gelien had a little debate on whether clay aiken is gay or not. fine, now she wins. he's gay, bi i tink. he told public becuz he has a child now and didn't want his child to live in a lie or something like tat.
ok and the main topic. in science, we did this game called 'cell survivor'. its like the game survivor. every round a cell organelle will be voted off and my group was the nucleus. AND WE WERE THE FIRST TO BE VOTED OFF!!! can u believe it?!?! we're like the most important organelle lor. hmph..they're just jealous.... and then there was a round when there was a tie so the teacher asked the 'dead' groups to vote for hu they wanted to be voted off. so we said' ribosomes'. then the teacher asked us why and we were trying to explain and then she said' u guys r dead. u're not suppose to talk'. i was like wat the..... and for the whole day and the next, i was like pissed off. just ask my fren. i was like' stupid ribosomes' the whole time.
and my impossible weekend hw was to paint the red sea black. rename it 'the other black sea'. start a non-profit organization called Not Just Another Black Sea, But The Other Black Sea.internet.org LOL lor.
And today. tis is freakin cool i tell u. my classmate said tat her long lost cousin is CHRIS BROWN!!! awesome rite?!?! omg. i was a little jealous. hmph....if her long lost cousin is chris brown, my long lost cousin is michelle kwan.hmph....
And one last thing, today barry manilow appeared on tv!!! it was something like there was a photo of him and he appeared skinny. i mean i gotta admit, he was freakin skinny. and he said its becuz people never see him in a t-shirt before and when he wears a t-shirt, he looks ridiculously skinny or something.
tis is the closest pic i can find.Tats it for now. BYE!
Stopped singing @ 5:22 PM ♥
♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ♥
HEY! ok i very long never blog already. so lets start(:
I finally managed to take a pic of the guy i like(: nevin((: but i can't put it up yet. But i promise you, soon....k? And there was a fight in school today! not just a fight, a girl fight!!! i dunnoe hu fought but i tink one of them is tia. and i heard from someone tat she's in our grade so i dunnoe whether is it tia mercado. but its like OMG lor!!!
OMG watch tis video. its like one of the funniest video i ever watched!!!
And for all of you tat dunnoe, tis few days, im super angry abt the stupidd BMIFC tickets. make me happy for now reason. At first i was super happy becuz i tot tat i can go to his concert(btw, u shud noe hu im talking abt). then i realised tat its for those hu are members of the BMIFC. so im like pissed off. And a few days ago, i read an article tat make me think tat he might be gay!!!!! OMG, i hope not. but then i dun tink so. omg, im like so confused.
OK tats it. going to watch drama now. i realised tat ever since i came here, i watched a lot of drama.
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A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.
Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.
The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'
Brian's Essay: The Room...
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?
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♥ Friday, September 19, 2008 ♥
HEY! im going to blog abt tuesday till today.
TUESDAY
ok, first of all, the weather was freakin cold!!! and gelien wore skirt and today was like 10 degrees warmer and she wore sweatshirt.... anyway, during english, i downloaded msn!!! but its like always change computer so need to download a few times. who knows? probably by the end of the school year, all the com have msn! hahas. all thanks to me(: and during PE, it was kinda embarrasing becuz when I was walking out of the PE area, a lock dropped from the things i was holding. I realised tat it was my PE lock and i had to go all the way back to lock it. I hope tat doesn't happen again. In teen leadership, we had do bring something of sentimental value. I wanted to bring my pooh bear but it was too big so i took a photo of it. U might wonder y its sentimental to me. well, it was given to me by my closest cousin. And i came here at pri 3 and when i was pri 5, he died and i didn't get to see him becuz i was still here. so tats the only thing i have to remind me of him. sad...sad.... oh well. And during latin, it was super funny. A guy tat sits opposite of me(justin), wasn't paying attention and the teacher asked him to read a sentence and translate it.
Justin: um it means cornelia is girl....no...woman is girl........uh.........Cornelia is a roman girl....
Mr varnell: so wats ur answer? first u said woman is girl. then u said cornelia is a Roman girl.
Justin: uh....Cornelia is a woman.....a roman girl.....
Me:(whispers) roman woman.
Mr varnell: thank you karen!
Justin: no....she told me good job
Mr varnell: no i heard her say 'woman'. i tink i should call you 'karen 2'
Justin: fine, watever. but seriously, she told me good job
Mr varnell: u expect someone to say good job when you said' woman is girl'? the dumbest person wont even believe tat
Then a while later:
Mr varnell: ......last time, it was a male-dominated world
Justin: yeah!
Mr varnell: what? u juz embraced the name of 'karen 2' and now ur happy of a male-dominated world???
LOL! u know wat? since tis post seems long, im going to post on the other days in a different post.
BYE!
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♥ Monday, September 15, 2008 ♥
im going to blog abt wat happened in school today.
ok, today when i reached school, i went to my locker to pack thing for first period. Then tis guy, i dunnoe hu he is, he asked ' wats ur last name?'. since i have no clue hu he was, i didn't tink he was talking to me. And then i looked up and he was looking at me and he asked again. Then i was like' kwan?' then i forgot wat happened after tat, but its like freaky???
Ohya, and tis morning, it was FREEZING outside! it was like winter. and its still summer!!! wow...
Anyway, then in PE, i made new frens. Then they were talking abt hannah montana. i dunnoe y, and then someone said tat miley's real name was actually destiny! i prefer miley.
And today, i have like a lot of hw!!! world geog, maths, science.... arghh... its only monday...feels long....
And in science it was really funny. last friday, we had tis observation thing with water lice. And today, my science teacher, ms binder, said tat she made a bet with a teacher and the other teacher lost and he had to come to my science class and eat the water lice. so when he came, ms binder took a glass of water lice and the teacher ate it. we were shocked!!! then when he left, ms binder told us tat what he ate wasn't water lice, it was raisins and the liquid in the glass was 7-up. she said it was to tell us tat not all thing tat move are living thing or something. it was funny and my fren, he was like' why did u tell us?! you can't just let me sleep on it for one night'. lol...
And after school, my dad and i went to walgreens and i was flipping through a magazine. and there was an article of taylor hicks and then i realised something. the indian guy looks like him! no wonder i always tot that he looked like someone. The i told my dad and he was like' oh, so u like guys with fatherly figure. OMG! u like old guys!' i was laughing away.
ok tats it. for now. i need to do my hw. BYE!
Stopped singing @ 6:45 PM ♥
♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008 ♥
isn't he cute???
tis a blurry pic of the annoying girl
i took tis pic. nice rite?!?!
whoa! cool rite? chairs in water...
new pic og=f sabella(:
OK! im going to post on friday. At friday night, i went to the lantern festival thing. Generally, it was fun but there was tis SERIOUSLY ANNOYING 8 year old girl tat keep following us. ok, she kept following jerlyn. but still... she kept like showing off and stuff. ohya, and she's like a mini jerlyn!!! but i tink when jerlyn was her age, she was much much much better than gwen(the annoying girl's name). And i found out tat she was born in usa. omg, if my sis was like tat, i'll..............ok, i dunnoe wat i'll do but.......
ok. And i had tis conversation with my dad. Its quite funny, i tink.
DAD: hows school? hows the indian guy?
ME: wat the....
DAD: aiya, i was hoping to see how he look like. see whether my daughter's taste good or not.
ME: if u wanna see him u can go to where he drop off and see him.
DAD: then i pick u up from there lah?
ME: NO!!!! he knows tat i dun drop off there.
DAD: tats y. then the nex day, he'll be curious and ask u.
ME: siao....
Its like everyday, my dad ask me hows the indian guy. good grief...
oh, and tis weekend's impossible hw is to fill the grand canyon with coffee. Invite uruguay over for cups of coffee. And discuss gas prices with each one of them. lol!
tats it for now. BYE!
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♥ Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ♥
ok. im going to post on wat happened on saturday.
I slept at 12++am on friday night(or shud i say sat morning). and i woke up at 8am. Then at around 11am, i went to eat lunch then to the hospital. My mom looked better on saturday than on friday. WAAAYY better. on friday, she looked messed up lor. All i do in the hospital is watch disney channel. TATS IT. Then a lot of ppl came to visit her. And then gelien came! After tat, we went to eat dinner. At first, we wanted to eat the indian food. But then, it haven't open yet so we went to mua sushi. but i tink it wasn't as cheap as lunch. so in the end, we went to pasn acean(dunnoe how to spell). The food there is really nice(:
At around 8pm, gelien came to my house to watch movie. I took a long time to get miko and gelien to calm down. She was like screaming away. hahas. Then we had a little debate on whether clay aiken is gay. I WON!!! MUAHAHA!!! Anyway, the movie we watched is kungfu panda. The show was really funny. And during the credit, we realised tat the voice one of the character(the monkey) was by jackie chan! and the snake was by lucy liu and the tiger was by angelina jolie. pretty cool...
im going to post abt other stuff another day. BYE!
Stopped singing @ 4:06 PM ♥
♥ Saturday, September 6, 2008 ♥
Hey! Juz going to post a short one. My sis is here!!! Her name is sabella. She's 7 lbs(3.17kg, i tink). She's 45 cm( i tink). And she's super cuuuuute!!!!! Here r some pics of her on top.
Going to visit her later. BYE!
Stopped singing @ 6:45 AM ♥
